did some random blog hopping and realised that most of my friends' blogs are filled with happiness and joy.

Perhaps afterall, this blog shouldn't be that sad afterall right? :)
but there again. it is also the avenue for me to blog my unhappiness.

We have been together for 3 months plus. 102 days to be exact.
of course, we have our fair share of happiness and unhappiness.
definitely not the most perfect guy.
but i am neither the perfect woman.

To be fair to him, he is nice to me.
not fantastic, but not horrible.
perhaps people say i am too easily satisfied.
but maybe i am not too.

i don't know what lies in the future for us.
i dont wish to think neither do i want to think.
maybe i was affected by what the lot from the temple said.
i don't wish to rmb it until eventually i get a better one if i do.
the day might come. the day might not.
maybe i am lost. maybe i am not.

perhaps what i can do now is to cherish what we have today.
and not expect anything in return for tomorrow.
maybe tomorrow will come. maybe tomorrow will never come.

* some happy moments to share.
We cooked for dinner. or rather, he cooked. i was just there to pass the plates to him. of course, i contributed by cleaning and washing the dishes as well. he fried the eggs, the hams, the bacons. and prepared breakfasts for both of us tomorrow.

No LV, no flowers, no holidays. no valentine's day gift nor monthly gifts

just random watermelon juices, chocolates and teh (when i have menses cramps) will make my day.

perhaps i am too easy to please. or maybe i am not.

Cherish now. because there might be no tomorrow.